i loved her the most but she doesn’t now but still complain she’s not loved by anyone… just because she can’t see me. I loved her the most that i got sick. I loved the most that i went crazy and i scared her off. I loved her the most that she thought I was bad because she couldn’t believe that someone would be this selfless to her. I loved her the most that I was ready to give away a half of me so she could be complete. I loved her the most so she could put that precious smile on her face everyday. But I loved her the MOST because she taught me how to love purely.

Anonymous asked:

I see myself marrying a guy, I see myself dating men, could never see myself brining home women to meet my parents but I still get sexual attractions to girls & hook up with them I'm confused on what my sexuality might be? Can u help a girl out

I’m 20 and I’ve been bisexual my whole life. I’d have crushes on both girls and boys ever since I was 4 and knew what “love” was but tbh I didn’t notice for a long time. I was all over boys, dreaming about a husband, kids, my mum and him getting along and only dated boys till I realised I wanted to bang my best girl friend and we did it. Then I started to bang my other girl friends. Finally I fell for a girl on tumblr a few years ago which was really intense bc I’ve never felt something like that for a girl before. Then fallen for some other girls. I only got used to the fact that I can end up marrying a girl when I was like 18-19??? I was raised by a narrow minded family and they never taught me or got me used to the fact that same sex relationships and now even marriages exist. Like it was a long process even for me and I’m like the flirtiest person I know so I got with lots of girls and it still seemed weird to me sometimes??? Not anymore tho. I had a relationship with a girl for 1.5 years I guess that’s what made me get used to this fully. But just bc I got out of this confusion easier and sooner doesn’t mean you are not going through the same stuff. So just try and explore and please take your time. Also keep me updated! Good luck. 💖💖💖💖

Do you ever miss your crush or even an ex because they were your friend before all the shit happened? I’ve moved on, you’ve moved on. Why the hell not then ugh.

i hate bad breakups so much bc the person you adored the most will be just a person you did nasty shit with, so when u hear their name you just cringe and feel nothing at all for them but you were planning on moving in together just a few weeks earlier? how tf the feeling of adoring someone can turn into an obnoxious feeling so briefly? idk maybe it’s just my psychology but this whole situation makes me go yikeeeees every time…

ok my ex stalker kinda started to stalk me again and she has a bf and im cringing so hard welp